Sunday 16 January 2011

my father was not in the telephone book
in my city;
my father was not sleeping with my mother
at home;
my father did not care if I studied the 
piano;
my father did not care what
I did;
and I thought my father was handsome and I loved him and I
       wondered
why
he left me alone so much,
so many years
in fact, but
my father
made me what I am
a lonely woman
without a purpose, just as I was
a lonely child
without any father.  I walked with words, words and names,
names.  Father was not
one of my words.
Father was not
one of my names.
Diane Wakoski
"The Father of  My Country"